Well, its over, I bombed chemistry, when it came down to it, I didn't have the willpower to force myself to work on a essay at home when my comp doesnt even have Word, but regardless I'm failing the class, and now my final hope of making it out of the class with a passing grade, a D, is the Final, a giant amalgum of every test we have take all year. The only reason I stand a chance in hell of passing with the final is simply because my grade is a 57% (last time I checked anyways) and the final is 20% of your semester grade. Trust me, I would dearly love not to have to take summer school or remediation, but unless I pull a miracle out of no where, I am screwed. This is our final week before finals and I better study like I ENJOY the class.

Trust me, I have nothing against the teacher, nothing against her at all, I just dont see much use for chemistry in my life. I have no desire to continue learning it, the only job I want is one where I can draw all day without stress, but unfortunately I dont see that happening any time soon, after all, I'm no where near good enough, not yet, but hopefully, someday I may be, but who knows, in the end I may retire my pen and pencil indeffinately before the end. But why dont we just pray that that does not happen... I should probably stop talking about such things before I get depressed again.

How about for a last thing on this Journal how about we recap what we have learned. I am bombing chemistry. My only hope is the Final. I really, really need to study for said final. I have nothing against my Chemestry Teacher. I find the class useless for what I want to do. I want to get a job where I can draw. And finally, I get depressed, rather easily I sadly must admit. Remember kiddies, my computer sucks.